I figured I should put something on here...it feels weird not to.
We have some sad news. I had been having some serious anxiety regarding the baby last week. I figured it was just because my UltraSound was coming up this week, and that was when we found out we lost the last baby in March.
Things got bad by Wednesday, I hadn't been sleeping, and my emotions were out of control. I knew something was wrong. My sister finally talked me into going into the Dr. to hear the heartbeat so I could relax.
Curtis met me there, and we found out that once again, we have lost the baby. No heartbeat. I went into the hospital on Thursday and was enduced. Everything went well, no complications, which I am very thankful for.
This has been a big blow to our family...my kids are very sad. It's times like these though, when you count your blessings. Curtis and I are so thankful that we were able to have the 3 beautiful kids we do have with no complications. Things could always be worse, and are for many people. I think we were just meant to be a family of 5, and I am ok with that. We have a great family. I couldn't ask for better kids...they are so sweet, and take good care of me. Curtis is amazing...he knows what I need, and when I need it. I know he is hurting too, but he never skips a beat when it comes to taking care of me, or comforting me.
We are doing well...and will be fine. I have the best family and friends who are there for me at every turn. I dont know what I would do without you all. I'm taking some time to get through this...and will let you know when the sun is shining on us again.
yMGPo2 Excellent article, I will take note. Many thanks for the story!
Posted by: 1267882514 | March 06, 2010 at 07:27 AM
I will never forget the first time i read back in march about your first lost. i remember crying at my computer for you and your family-complete strangers-but it saddened me nonetheless. this is such disheartening news to hear. i cannot even begin to imagine what you all must be feeling. just hug on to your family...hug them close and tight...and i hope you can find some sort of peace.
Posted by: Janet Cox | December 23, 2008 at 07:57 AM
Hugs, thoughts and many prayers for you all. You have been on my mind a lot. May the Lord bless and keep you.
Posted by: Janette | December 20, 2008 at 10:04 AM
I am so sorry for you my friend and will be lifting you up in my prayers in the coming days ahead as you deal with this sadness!
Posted by: Heather | December 18, 2008 at 08:31 PM
Hi Candice, still in my thoughts often. Sending you lots of love your way. Xxx
Posted by: Sherryn | December 18, 2008 at 06:24 PM
Just wanted to extend my sympathy to you & your family. I will be praying for you. {{{hugs}}}}
Posted by: Erin Bassett | December 18, 2008 at 06:03 PM
Thinking of you every day. Sending you long distance love...
Posted by: Debbie | December 18, 2008 at 04:12 PM
I meant to post a couple days ago, but it wasn't letting me. My heart aches for you guys. We have been thinking about you and continue to pray for you. Love you guys.
Posted by: Jen Biggs | December 17, 2008 at 07:23 PM
i am so very sorry. i so admire your attitude and faith. i know the Lord is with you and your family. you are in my prayers. i am very sorry for the sad news.
teresa
Posted by: TERESA COLLINS | December 16, 2008 at 05:41 PM
Candace,
I'm so sad for you and your family. You are such an amazing person and have survived so many hard things the past couple years. The children you do have will keep joy in your heart. With faith, you will survive this too. The Lord does love you. Take care. Love ya, Rachelle
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